In late December I was hanging out with Madi and had fallen asleep. After I awoke she told me about the thoughts she had. She had already given prior permission and the password to her PC and it turns out that she had noted these thoughts, which I forwarded to my email. Being careful that I don't compromise her privacy on any level, I feel this musing is worthy of sharing. She told me about it...her attitude a quirky 'dang-it' along with sadness she'll be leaving moms and me soon.
I've learned many things about myself over her journey, many of us did. It turns out I'm quite the wimp! I had a couple of simple surgeries in 2017 and I was very nervous, more so than I thought I'd be. Seeing pictures in Madison's phone reminded of what a baby I felt like. Given the garments and hat she was wearing in this pic, you might surmise she wasn't getting a pedicure. A selfie and photo-editing sunglasses, classic Madi. I don't know if the pic made it out of her phone to any social media feeds, but certainly worth sharing.
P.S. Thanks for the reminder that I can be such a wimp